the heroine.

lightly. you've been on my mind. heavy. my eyelids closed. my body entwined in fetal position, legs replied against the body, arms crossed, head bowed, abrading knees. but this is where i want to be. right now. diminutive. immature. inferior. i want to lay right there licking my wounds. naked. i want to lay right there in anticipation. revelation. in altered perception and forced cognitive self deception. let me lay there closemouthed in deathlike silence. let me lay there invincible. and when i awaken, let me lay there abandoned peeling tracks of rubber and setting fire to the rain.

right there is where i want to be.